Call Me Carla

I still think about you everyday …

Shambles

My life is in a constant state of shambles … . it never seems to end…

Lima for the weekend

the song i listen to every time i go to Lima….

Hugged your friends
Kissed your mama goodbye 

Baby in your arms and a tear in your eye
Twelve hundred miles and you never asked why from me

Me and the baby and you side by side
We all knew we was in for a long hard ride
Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide it seemed
We honked the horn when we crossed the state line
Woke up the baby and she started to cry
She must have known what we were going to find

This aint nothin but a heartbreak town
Square people in a world thats round
And they watch you dancin
Without the sound
It aint nothin no nothin
You take your number and you stand in line
And they watch to see how high youre gonna climb
Pat on the back n better luck next time
It aint nothin no it aint nothin but a heartbreak town

Stardust well its a funny thing
It can make you cuss
It can make you sing
And the need to touch it gets hard to explain some days
Ive seen em rise
Ive seen em fall
Some get nothin
And lord some get it all
Some just run
While others crawl away
Hold my hand baby dont let go
Ive got some front money
And Ive got a next show
And I’m gonna need you
Down this yellow brick road

This aint nothin but a heartbreak town
Square people in a world thats round
And they watch you dancin without a sound
It aint nothin no it aint nothin no
You take your number and you stand in line
And they watch to see how high youre gonna climb
Pat on the back n better luck next time
It aint nothin no it aint nothin
But a heartbreak town

Job Search

Applied to 3 more jobs tonight in San Antonio … I’m giving myself 2 more weeks to find a job or I’m not going. I have also decided I’m leaving Express as soon as I can find something else . .  I like my job but I’m tired of waiting around for nothing to happen. If I was going to get promoted they would have done it already . .  I’m not stupid . . and I’m not going to just sit around and be content with having a college degree and working a job that someone with a GED and no college experience could have. *Sigh* This is not what I pictured when I imagined what I’d be doing after college …

Welcome

I am currently sitting on the couch with my life partner (Gina) drinking beer and deciding what to watch on TV. I feel that it is finally time for the world to witness the shitshow that has become my life … welcome to my downward spiral.